Do I need porn

I found myself constantly checking the internet for adult material and I came to the point where I asked myself whether I do need porn? It is a difficult question to answer and it is surely not a Yes or No question. So how often do I search for porn on the internet? Well it depends on a lot of factors and I have not clearly figured out the connections yet. Scientifically proven is that it works great as a stress reliever. I do not want to argue that I am super stressed as a student, besides there other great relaxation methods but I must admit that it comes in „handy“ sometimes. Especially, when you are at home and have the privacy to do it. 

Am I searching for anything in particular or in other words do I have a special fetish? No, I do not. I go plain vanilla most of the time and often randomly open available files. Though I have limits to my own curiosity and respecting under aged peoples sexuality is one of them. Just felt it is necessary to mention that one in particularly but there are many others which either do not turn me on or a ethically not acceptable for me. 

So how often I do watch porn? Well it depends, I would say on average 2-3 times a week and in extreme multiple times a day. I think I have awesome relationship and a sex-life which reflects that very well and yes I am very thankful for that. So why do I still need to watch porn? I honestly do not know. Maybe the pornographic content is just a stimulant. I can go without it and I often do. Porn has become so easily available and consumable through the internet that it has found its way into almost every second computer in this world. And it definitely found its way to mine. I think I always have been a little bit voyeuristic and exhibitionistic. 

Am I concerned about the amount of porn I consume? A little bit, else-wise I would not reflect upon it. On the other side I can differentiate between porn and my own sex-life. Even though sex plays a very important role in my relationship it does not compare to porn in the traditional way. Have you seen a porn movie were you believed that the actor/actress purely do it for the sexual pleasure/excitement? To me it just does not come across natural it mostly looks like hard work and sex is not meant to be work. I enjoy every single time I have sex with my girlfriend and she knows it. She also knows about me watching porn and sometimes we even enjoy it together, but after a few minutes none of us two is interested in the movie anymore. 

Do I need porn? No, but I am happy that is out there.